When carrying out a search for this blog you will find a number of references in other...shall we say...less reputable websites....from my profile here I can see an increase in traffic source from unrelated countries....I know my life is so rock and roll and intersting but cannot see why they are coming in from there....some of the source addresses are very suspicious.
I suspect...although I have internet security....that some of these sources are taking information and putting them onto other sites. For example..I seem to be on "screwporn". I guess this is the danger of putting stuff out on the internet.
Tara
Monday, 28 November 2011
Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
My goodness...it is cold!!!...had to wear a hat overnight...upgrading my day time hat as I think I need a double layer.
Almost paid off the taxman..which is a great relief...once I am paid then I can finish off the last couple of a hundred....other financial issues...the flat in Perth...1 more cheque arrived and not expecting more....printing off the small claims information today...this will drag on for a while I think.
I went out on a Christmas event with CSO staff on Saturday....big thing for me....1st big social event for me in a long long time...1st without being in a relationship....and 1st time in the suit since dad's funeral. I went with the attitude of simply enjoying the evening...taking what I wanted from the evening and leaving when I had had enough. Was good to be chatting to folk...loud (crap) music meant my ears were ringing and not the best for chat...beer was pricey but if you go to the Hilton what are you supposed to expect? It was good. I enjoyed it. I left before midnight but didn't get up the road until much later....bloody public transport!!!
Been a bit fed up with the job as the "team" won that award apparently..pic to follow...I am all for playing the team game....no probs there...but I was the only one involved with the jail work...the only one who planned and delivered it...the only one who did 10 hour days while everyone else cruised along...fek!!!...but hey...we were the 1st up and we won!!!..so been looking around...realised though...it will pass and if it doesn't and the funding runs out...which is possible as it ends in March....and then I will go on redistribution...full pay...different job..and some time to find something else...perhaps a subconscious reaction to the recent change in personal circumstances?...anyway...I am staying...I am decorating over Christmas...and I will see what happens.
It seems the house is sold in Fife. I think this is good for mum as it must have been a financial strain to keep it going on no salary. In addition...and more importantly....emotionally....it must be a line drawn under this years terrible events. I am swithering whether to go along and see the house for the last time but I feel I had long enough to spend time in dad's presence and say my goodbyes to the house. I can see no positive outcome in dredging it up again.
I look forward to Christmas....I will be on my own...but I will be in my house....which should be liveable by then.....and then moving on to the new year.
Tara
Almost paid off the taxman..which is a great relief...once I am paid then I can finish off the last couple of a hundred....other financial issues...the flat in Perth...1 more cheque arrived and not expecting more....printing off the small claims information today...this will drag on for a while I think.
I went out on a Christmas event with CSO staff on Saturday....big thing for me....1st big social event for me in a long long time...1st without being in a relationship....and 1st time in the suit since dad's funeral. I went with the attitude of simply enjoying the evening...taking what I wanted from the evening and leaving when I had had enough. Was good to be chatting to folk...loud (crap) music meant my ears were ringing and not the best for chat...beer was pricey but if you go to the Hilton what are you supposed to expect? It was good. I enjoyed it. I left before midnight but didn't get up the road until much later....bloody public transport!!!
Been a bit fed up with the job as the "team" won that award apparently..pic to follow...I am all for playing the team game....no probs there...but I was the only one involved with the jail work...the only one who planned and delivered it...the only one who did 10 hour days while everyone else cruised along...fek!!!...but hey...we were the 1st up and we won!!!..so been looking around...realised though...it will pass and if it doesn't and the funding runs out...which is possible as it ends in March....and then I will go on redistribution...full pay...different job..and some time to find something else...perhaps a subconscious reaction to the recent change in personal circumstances?...anyway...I am staying...I am decorating over Christmas...and I will see what happens.
It seems the house is sold in Fife. I think this is good for mum as it must have been a financial strain to keep it going on no salary. In addition...and more importantly....emotionally....it must be a line drawn under this years terrible events. I am swithering whether to go along and see the house for the last time but I feel I had long enough to spend time in dad's presence and say my goodbyes to the house. I can see no positive outcome in dredging it up again.
I look forward to Christmas....I will be on my own...but I will be in my house....which should be liveable by then.....and then moving on to the new year.
Tara
Saturday, 19 November 2011
Oh dear
After all this property stuff I forgot about the Stamp Duty...bet dad would have reminded me...schoolboy error...paid £500...another £900 to go...will make it at the end of this month though...then back to saving..so that will be fine..should be able to get BT broadband again and also a tv..even better.
Been working on the flat today...covered in dust...me and everything in the flat....but the living room should be ready to be primed and painted after tomorrow..another dustmungouse day!!....and hopefully the hall as well....so the Christmas period should be comfy and out of the bedroom at least!!!!
Am the official reciptient...well..the ranger service is but it is my project...of the Glasgow Heralds Herald Society Award for Educatiuon Initiative...to do with the Bridges Project..proud of myself and all those partner agencies involved....but most of all for the guys that went through it. Well done everyone!!!!
Tara.
Been working on the flat today...covered in dust...me and everything in the flat....but the living room should be ready to be primed and painted after tomorrow..another dustmungouse day!!....and hopefully the hall as well....so the Christmas period should be comfy and out of the bedroom at least!!!!
Am the official reciptient...well..the ranger service is but it is my project...of the Glasgow Heralds Herald Society Award for Educatiuon Initiative...to do with the Bridges Project..proud of myself and all those partner agencies involved....but most of all for the guys that went through it. Well done everyone!!!!
Tara.
Wednesday, 9 November 2011
All Change
Well...I must advise that my personal circumstances have changed...now...now...not the usual...and I have to be careful here because my love has not changed...and with that love comes respect..so...all I want to say is that we have decided that we cannot be together in these circumstances...and leave it at that.
Settling in to the house...wanting to push on with the decorating but I totally forgot about the Stamp Duty on the flat!!!...I have the tax man beating downmy door for £1,420.00!!!...which I don't have...unlike other taxes you do not get time to pay...must be in a oner!!..so I have poaid £500.00 and will pay as and when AND quickly...to pay it off...this is the priority now...decorating has to wait. So now I live in what looks like a crack house...although the garden is fine...so we will see when I pay off the debt...then bring in jimmer..it isn't that bad though...my home...my sanctuary!!
I have just finished a hard run of work...and am now making sure I chill and balance...not made easy by the worst case of beri beri I have ever experienced...must have been that Mac D's on Saturday...my God...the radio show on Sunday was very difficult!!! Made it though...but because I was working on Tuesday outdoors all day I went to the pharmacist...and that did the trick..jings...just as well...but what a day...lots of hard dirty work but went well...see what happens on Facebook...SURF Aberdeen : River Don Project...or something like that...everyone is on there...check it out¬!!!!!
My good good friend W seems to have found a loon that is good for her..an ENGLISHMAN no less!! I do wish her all the best!!
Looking ahead...a Christmas without dad...and without family...well..who would have thought..bless though...I would rather he wasn't in a hospice...how crap would that be.
Tara
Settling in to the house...wanting to push on with the decorating but I totally forgot about the Stamp Duty on the flat!!!...I have the tax man beating downmy door for £1,420.00!!!...which I don't have...unlike other taxes you do not get time to pay...must be in a oner!!..so I have poaid £500.00 and will pay as and when AND quickly...to pay it off...this is the priority now...decorating has to wait. So now I live in what looks like a crack house...although the garden is fine...so we will see when I pay off the debt...then bring in jimmer..it isn't that bad though...my home...my sanctuary!!
I have just finished a hard run of work...and am now making sure I chill and balance...not made easy by the worst case of beri beri I have ever experienced...must have been that Mac D's on Saturday...my God...the radio show on Sunday was very difficult!!! Made it though...but because I was working on Tuesday outdoors all day I went to the pharmacist...and that did the trick..jings...just as well...but what a day...lots of hard dirty work but went well...see what happens on Facebook...SURF Aberdeen : River Don Project...or something like that...everyone is on there...check it out¬!!!!!
My good good friend W seems to have found a loon that is good for her..an ENGLISHMAN no less!! I do wish her all the best!!
Looking ahead...a Christmas without dad...and without family...well..who would have thought..bless though...I would rather he wasn't in a hospice...how crap would that be.
Tara
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