All Change

Well...I must advise that my personal circumstances have changed...now...now...not the usual...and I have to be careful here because my love has not changed...and with that love comes respect..so...all I want to say is that we have decided that we cannot be together in these circumstances...and leave it at that.

Settling in to the house...wanting to push on with the decorating but I totally forgot about the Stamp Duty on the flat!!!...I have the tax man beating downmy door for £1,420.00!!!...which I don't have...unlike other taxes you do not get time to pay...must be in a oner!!..so I have poaid £500.00 and will pay as and when AND quickly...to pay it off...this is the priority now...decorating has to wait. So now I live in what looks like a crack house...although the garden is fine...so we will see when I pay off the debt...then bring in jimmer..it isn't that bad though...my home...my sanctuary!!

I have just finished a hard run of work...and am now making sure I chill and balance...not made easy by the worst case of beri beri I have ever experienced...must have been that Mac D's on Saturday...my God...the radio show on Sunday was very difficult!!! Made it though...but because I was working on Tuesday outdoors all day I went to the pharmacist...and that did the trick..jings...just as well...but what a day...lots of hard dirty work but went well...see what happens on Facebook...SURF Aberdeen : River Don Project...or something like that...everyone is on there...check it out¬!!!!!

My good good friend W seems to have found a loon that is good for her..an ENGLISHMAN no less!! I do wish her all the best!!

Looking ahead...a Christmas without dad...and without family...well..who would have thought..bless though...I would rather he wasn't in a hospice...how crap would that be.

Tara