Tuesday, 28 February 2012

Star Wars

Well...sold my star wars stuff for £100...had put it on for £150...the lady offered me £100...knew I could have haggled but I didn't want to....it was for her son...his birthday and Christmas sorted for 2012...I am glad....means it gets used...didn't seem like she was having me on...she was excited...bet she does not let him play with them...her and her hubby will probably use it all the time!!!

So, another box away from the spare room. Apart from the fire...and possibly a few paintings...I think that is all that can be moved...almost at the point where it can go to a smaller storage unit...which means I can decorate the second bedroom...or have it done for me.

Also received another cheque for the roof work in Perth...leaving only one left....excellent...hope that comes through soon. More so that it can be done and dusted and yet another outstanding issue from last year resolved and signed off...then move on...that is all I want to do really...move on...in a positive way....all reminds me of a difficult time...I don't want that and neither would dad...so..let's get it done!!

chip chipping away...will sort it in the end..I always do it would seem.

Sunday, 26 February 2012

Piffle

Back after the show....legs were sore walking up the hill...after swim this am...but then I did have a few hours kip after that as well.

Hmmmm...looking forward to not do the show. Will try and have guests in every week...keep it fresh to the end. Looking forward to normality...well...as normal as it gets.

More stuff repacked....and other to the charity shop...shaping up.

Time will tell.

Friday, 24 February 2012

Stink

OMG...I seriously stink!!!....dried out my tops from yesterday and put them back on to day..and sweated...now I smell terribly...and also we have been shovelling some decomposed grass which looked and smelled like poo....so ready for home but staying here to make sure Louise is safe...imagine...a client meeting when everyone has gone...can't have that.

So...I feel OK...sure I will kip when I get home today but I made it and feel not too bad!!!! Now for a relaxing evening and then swim tomorrow morning...after food shop..woop woop...rock and roll!!

Done

Almost there

1st week back almost finished...phew!!!

Was a bit concerned yesterday...new team new challenges...and indeed there are more new folk supposed to turn up today..could I have a full squad?!!!!!...crivens!!!! I was really worried I wouldn't be able to complete the full day after how I have been feeling but we went slow and steady...and were well sustained with teas, soup and biccies!!!!....and we did it...just hope we can get to it today without the stuff being burned!!!

Then the weekend. Swimming, food shopping then office to sift through more stuff...make myself more portable...the target being it only leaves me the task of scanning all the old posters and suchlike so they can be recycled. That will be that. Then traying up the stuff here for charity..decided not to try and e bay the non collectable...give that to Cancer Research...and then move on to repack the rest...then start to e bay the collectables...or the ones I think are...then the show..then Monday!!!

The show will finish at the end of March. Feels good to have an end date. More portability.

Done

Wednesday, 22 February 2012

Deed Done

Well...that's it...decision made and agreed at SHMU. Will continue to the end of March and that will be the end of the music show. Way I was feeling this am it was apparent to me it had to be done....and the station manager was happy....bless....I do really hope that they do give the slot to a newbie...rather than someone who chops and changes what they want all the time.

New blood.

How will I feel on that last night?...I would really like Steve to come up and we can rock out...don't want to be morose and all weepy....hhmmm....tune to play....?...gotta be Rollins...."you're number is one"...live by it...die by it. Anyway, it felt right and what possibilities will come of it....what possibilities could have come from it had this decision been made earlier...too late for that..learn and move on.

I feel free.

Saturday, 18 February 2012

Stronger

like lactic acid seeping out of my muscles...a clearer head...clearer limbs...better...but cautious.

Will try for a longer a walk tomorrow. No radio. No. Rest and a walk and some other things that need to be done.

I need to be well.

Friday, 17 February 2012

Another Day

...doing not a lot except sleeping and snoozing. Day time tv is soooooooooooooooo crap....cept homes under the hammer...of course.

Today I walked to the shops down the road and back...just to see how I felt....saw this old bloke....puffing and panting along the flat section of road....as I walked towards him...puffing and panting!!! Jesus.

Bumped into Jimbo...from the local community project...asked me if I wanted to go for some wine...said I was unwell...ok says he...bit more chat...then...see you in an hour at the bar...fecks sake Jimbo...can't you see ime ill!!...bless...he is a good lad....and then someone tried to thieve some wine...crikey...ah well...at least they served me before I collapsed.

Well...updates last night put my mind at rest...and today has been restful...now I have stuff to do tomorrow at the office....early to late....hope I can make it...needs to be done.

My volunteer...well...Simon's now I think....is out celebrating the passing of her Forest School exams...I was asked...but I can't....the shadow is back in my bones but it is going...feedback from SHMU...chat on Wednesday..but I can't see it going any other way than letting it go...I mean that in a positive way...I just feel it is time...so we shall see.

Tara