Wednesday, 24 December 2008

Merry Christmas

Well,

My missus is back and I am very happy about that. I picked up my display boards from Tyrebagger on Monday and went to pick up the 4ft tree from what was left of the Christmas stock...hussah!!....I was told not to pay...a saving of £18..result!! So, the tree has been decorated...1st time since I was a kid...bit strange but not unpleasant..was waiting for any unpleasant reactions...but there were none...great.

Did my show today and off to a Carol Service tonight. Spending the night at my missus' and back here for the day tomorrow and then back there to be with her in the evening...hopefully with lots of left overs from her family Christmas nosh up!!

So, the money earned from delivering phone books will pay for my boiler insurance I have just taken out. This will, hopefully, pay for any call outs/repairs in full or replace the boiler system with a discount...which has to be good news for me...so...a weight of my mind although I am still saving like crazy for any future tax bill/repairs/top ups. It just goes to show...make the effort and the smallest amount of money will help matters out.

I have also received a telephone call out of the blue from the fella in charge of the Community Service order team...the guys I have been arranging community projects for..as they are now under pressure from government to have the ne'er do well's doing their Order for a community based project...putting back into the community what they took out for their misdemeanor.

Anyway,

He was aware of my funding issue and has 2 potentials in the future. The 1st being a place for a works supervisor but "attached", or closely liaising with, the ranger service as working together seems to have been good for everyone...especially us!! He wanted me to chat to the boss about it but also to think about whether I would like to be the person in placement..I am a bit slow on the uptake so double checked what he was saying...yes..he was calling me because he knows how I work and how I have been with the various teams on the day...so..he would like me to do it!! Considering I don't know what the future holds this is very important as it may provide a way of gaining experience as a works supervisor and continue to use my community contacts/awareness of networks...I can either take on the job and work with the ranger team or, should my funding go through, work with the person in place and gain experience that way AND continue to do the job I love.

BUT

What if my funding does not come through?...do I want to change career again..although it seems I am involved in a derivative of countryside ranger...not a true role?...am I changing career anyway...more community than wildlife?...this is another gargantuan issue to think about and resolve...it never is easy.

The other option I have been made aware of is the fact a role..full time...permnanent..as a works supervisor will be coming up in January..would I be interested?..again..still wanting to continue the attachment with the ranger service/community networks. I am being dangled the opportunity to take on this permanent position...well paid...but it would mean no more education/community work as it is now..is that what I want?...hmmmm...As it stands, I don't need to be attached to the ranger service to maintain the networking potential..it is me and only me that is aware of the avenues as it is me that has gone out and obtained/nurtured them....the other guys wouldn't really have a clue what to do and who to contact.

So, this was very good news to receive but also gives me something else to ruminate...will matters ever be concrete for me?..probably not. Anyway..an enviable position to be in..better than the rest of the team..but that is another story...my goodness..what a mess the Council is in.

Anyway, apologies to Aunts in USA and Uncles in France and anyone else I have not managed to send a card to or e mail...I have been busier on holiday than during work...I do, however...

WISH YOU ALL A MERRY CHRISTMAS

Tara for now.

Tuesday, 16 December 2008

Hey...thought I would change the display picture...this was from my last outside activity at Hazlehead...a Forest School session with a school involved with children/young adults who have sever behavioural issues. Instead of a restraining room, this emergency shelter (where we store the kit) was also to double as the same thing. I never needed it..although one of the kids was taken away to chill out around the wooded area..i think it was a way for the tutor to go back to her comfort zone as it was all a bit new...hey ho.

I ended up tidying up this and 2 other shelters on my own..which ended in me being ill again (the snood thing mum got me for Christmas is worn at all times outside now... but it was really nice...a fine rind of snow..low light levels...and no dog walkers..so nice and quiet..it was mine all mine. It has been a while since I had put up a shelter on my own...check out the knots..nae bad if I say so myself...design is a bit pants but there you go.

My funding application still sits in the in tray of some legal bod in the council..so..I don't expect that to be submitted afore the new year...which makes everything a bit tight to be honest..for a smooth transition after March 2009. This "new post" has to go before Committee before they can advertise and then hopefully give to me..the next meeting is in February..so they won't be able to advertise until March..and this is not taking into consideration The Lottery may not agree to fund their part..as Forestry Commission Scotland have already agreed their part ages ago. The word on the street is that the Heritage Lottery Fund has been criticised for underspend..so here's hoping. My colleagues have been experiencing the unsettling feeling from funding issues as the whole department has been put on the "cut list"...suddenly my boss and his boss are running around trying to justify the team's existence..and everyone else is suddenly worried...walk a day in my boots mateys!!

All I can do is keep going..although I can't take bookings after March as I don't know what is happening..as for work...I need to keep the money coming in...to be explained later....so I will go to some agencies now in anticipation for next April.....or I quite fancy a bot of van driving...if it is going to be short term...if it just doesn't happen then I will have to rethink and very quickly!!!

I don't want to leave here...I have had enough of that...also..this lass...you know the story...I have a good feeling about the situation..different than before...different than when I was engaged to be honest...I would like to see how it all goes. So, the plan is to stay.

Financially, pressure is mounting...after settling the refurbishment bill for Edinburgh AND getting a tenant in on a 12 month contract..how good is that!!!..I would have struggled otherwise..so my liability for that is done with although I expect residual council tax to come in..I would have thought towards saving money for the Capital Gains Tax which will be due in tax year 2009/2010..but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..lady fate parps in my face again...the boiler in Glasgow went on the blink...has been fixed but with a recommendation to replace....1st quote in was for just under 4K..bearing in mind I have no spare funds...2nd quote came in for just under 3K...the Bank Of Scotland will not give me an overdraft for even 2K so I need to save up..although alternative sources of funding are being looked at!!!...at the same time I receive notification from the tax office that some git in the Payroll Department for the Council gave me the wrong tax code so I now owe the tax man £1,650.00 which they will collect in the tax year 2009/2010 or reduce the deductions by half if done over 2 tax years..my God..will it ever be easy for me?

Once again, had I not the foresight to sell a Perth property when I did...before the property market completely imploded...or...decided to downgrade and ledge again...there is absolutely no way I could even consider to keep things going...I truly believe I would have lost all 3 remaining properties...this is the only thing that keeps me going to be honest. I am currently looking into Scottish gas Insurance so that may mean a significant saving of costs...need to call them tomorrow.

I have been delivering phone books to get some extra money...unfortunately the timing was exactly after my second bout of man flu...so it wasn't a pleasant experience...good for the exercise though...some of the places I delivered to were not where I would usually choose to go...but hey...some were nice enough....£75.00 is not a lot but..I usually find that..if you don't go for it...it usually ends up that you have a priority bill but your funds are £75.00 short...if only I had....nah...prefer to make the effort now.

I helped out at the Baptist Church Christmas meal for the homeless..I tell thee...I may have concerns and challenges but these guys have it so bad...after the meal they all left and went out into the cold cold night...be thankful for small blessings I say..then I went off to do some market research about crisps...yum yum...again..more for the potential income in the future...£35 for 1 hour gabbing about crisp packets...hell...if your opinionated...why not get paid for it?!!!

Basically...I am looking ahead...keeping on going...knowing that all is being done to keep me here..but looking at alternatives for if not..I really have landed on my feet here with Joyce..we get on fine...I sit in the easy chair with beer watching the tv and she sits on the couch knitting..and I mean CONSTANTLY knitting...watching the tv. We chat but spend time in our own rooms when we feel the need..it is fine...the house is fine and the lack of travelling is even better. I would rather not try and find somewhere else!!

One other major financial drain was the car. I wasn't using it as all my travel is in the city...I don't use it for property now as that is sorted in terms of what needs to be carried to them...a big estate car with one person driving..not the best...the tax and insurance was coming up so the plan was to put it through it's MOT and get rid....last year it went through the MOT with no problems and then 1K of repairs a month later..so..getting rid was the best idea. So the plan was to use an internet based firm..book an appointment in Edinburgh after a website quote..I booked it in for 9am last Saturday...then realised I would need to get up at idiot o'clock and drive for that time...didn't want to work on Friday then stop over at dad's having arrived late..more unsettling for him...so, I went there for 9am...their pc system was down and they couldn't do anything..pah I thought...I am going to have to tax and insure unless I move the thing that very day...DISASTER!!!..the guy offered..turns out he was the boss...to book me in Belshill, Glasgow for that morning..I had come that far so I agreed and headed further south..found the place..did the business..took a discount due to a few dents...but they never checked the mechanics..they don't have garages....a saving grace as I suspected issues with the engine...I signed on the line..thus removing any need for insurance and tax and repairs...and hightailed it out of there...I had booked a one way ticket from Edinburgh to Aberdeen for 4.30pm...I needed ti get a train from Belshill...not the most upbeat of places!!!...to Glasgow central..then..after buying a Smiths CD...to Edinburgh...walked up to Hogs head and bought some more cds..then walked to Waverly to get my train back here...I slept all the way...kept waking up at stops and then back to sleep...wonder what my passengers thought!!!...Joyce came and picked me up from the station and took me to Doonies...in a typhoon!!!...really bad...then i picked up the van and drove home...up at 5 am and out by 6 am...back in the house by 10 pm...a long day indeed..but a successfull one...that is a weight off my mind and money in the bank. The guy never tried to fiddle me...they have their set discounts which he applied...he never even bothered about the MOT notice regarding new tyres for the front..and..he never checked for the oil leak...I got a fair deal. What an adventure!!!

Right, that will do for now.

Tara

Monday, 24 November 2008

Sick As A Parrot

If there is one thing i hate..it is being unwell!!!!....which is what I am....poo!! This is the first time since I have been in Aberdeen I have been really unwell and have had to take a sick day..how embarrassing!!....and it looks like I will be off tomorrow...even more so...aiming to get back for Wednesday with a volunteer task on the Saturday..Simon and I are leading it so no lazing about!!...and plenty of bloomin driving..pah!

Simon also tells me he has had some feedback for his Forest School essays so I expect I will have that as well..so there goes my annual leave...and I will also have to put together a pack for the Citizens Advice Bureau..the Association fella in Edinburgh is being remiss in sending me my money for the maintenance work carried out on the guttering...fair enough...he sent the original cheque to the contractor AND Littlejohns cocked up by paying them as well...but I sent him his original cheque a month go with proof LJ had paid the contractor and that I had paid LJ..so he has no excuse to not pay. I have done this before...sent a number of letters and e mails and organisations/individuals think they can mess me around...it all comes to the same in the end...a good case file, plenty of evidence I have been fairly patient with no replies from the person who owes me money...the money comes to me in the end...we shall see...£188.00 is a fair amount of money to be waiting on for a month!!

Anyway, so whoever gave me this cold is not my favourite person!!!..I hate being unwell and unable to do things..luckily I only had to cancel one activity today...I guess I shouldn't have gone out on that 3 mile NHS Health Walk (wait a mo...I can see the irony now!!!) in 0.5 C with a high wind on Friday..that really did me in..idiot...but then...it needs to be completed on time..hey ho.

I even drove the van back to Doonies this am..when ide rather have been in bed!!!...just to swap back to the car..had to be done but it wasn't very pleasant.

So, my flat in Ed has been rented out..very good considering the market at the moment and the fact they have about 13 other 1 beds sitting on their books...the fella is a chef at Mal Maison on the shore..so just a wee stagger back for him...and he has signed a 12 month contract..hussah!!!..and at the price we put it on the market for as well...this is a great relief to me as there was no way I would have been able to repay the overdraft which will come from the new boiler in Glasgow AND cover mortgage/endowment.council tax from Edinburgh..I expect to be put 2 to 3 thousand in overdraft and pay off over the coming months...remember...I estimated savings of £500 per month just by moving from Gourdon..if I can get shot of the car..after MOT/6 month tax/insurance...that will be money coming in..AND have this money returned..then that will be just shy of 1 thousand...so it can be done.

BUT...had Edinburgh not been rented I would have been back in the same position I was in in March this year..poo!!! Let's just hope he looks after it after all that hullabaloo!

So, the coming annual leave will be filled with Forest School re work and NHS health walk recce'ing...as long as my health returns..which I hope it will..sooner rather than later.

Later

Friday, 7 November 2008

Apologies


Hey,


Apologies for the delay in writing this one..I am sure you have been on the edge of your seats!!...not...but it has been quite hectic...when is it not?...but it seems to have settled down.


Well, I guess the biggest thing is that I took annual leave and visited the usual haunts..Strathyre and Strathaven..and a few others besides. It was so nice to see Jill, Steve and the boys...and i got the family room...woohoo...very optimistic, as I said to Jill! What an evening...cut my 1st Halloween pumpkins for the party in the Inn...with great sill and dexterity...oh..and a pen!!!...I made 3 for the bar...they looked good..if I say so masel! was good to chat to o many folks as well..circulated like a social butterfly..this time I took it nice and easy and paced myself..getting older you see!!...but I ended up going to my kip at 2.30 am on Saturday am...just as a game of Killer on the pool table started..seems it went on until 4 am!!!..non merci! I spent the next morning chatting to Steve as he prepped the kitchen,,so...very nice indeed..and a leisurely drive to Strathaven to check up on Jamesey boy.
The man is all loved up and domesticated...made a steak pie for me and him and his son who was visiting...a friendly chap for a 16 year old...cheeky wee bas though!!! I am happy for him as, when I met him on my 1st season he had just split from his missus...wasn't going near women ever again...and now...after 2 years...he has found someone....a Celtic supporter as well....which is bad considering he is a Hun...I told him he had been turned by the Lord....his response cannot be reprinted here! Anyhoo..we went down the Buck's Heid for the Halloween panto and disco...good grief...maybe I am out of sync with the world..but I like to converse with someone without the need to shout right in their ear!!!...never mind...it was good...and some of the ladies costumes were very nice. XX..and then James cooked me a full Scottish the next day...yum yum..well done that man...and he gave me 2 bags of strong coffee to take away...what a fella.
Was just about to hit the road to dad's when I received a call from my old boss..thought we were going to miss each other for this visit...met up for coffee in Strathaven..he was looking good and chirpy...even he has a wummin...the git...at 61 he is seeing a 41 year old ladee...bless...about time for him...they seem fine and i would have met her but she was visiting some sick friends...but we had a good chat...3 hours at the cafe....we got our moneys worth I tell thee...not sure when I am going to be able to visit that far south as well.
In total I travelled 400 miles...not a lot for some but enough for me.
Work has finished on Edinburgh and the flat is back on the market...in November!!!...not the best really as the market slows down at this time...I need it rented....cover the mortgage and remove my liability for Council Tax. The insurance company is coming through with the money..but no word from the Association regarding my £200.00...swine...keep on top of that as I have been advised the boiler in the Glasgae flat is on it's way out...goodness knows how much that will cost...but it has to be done...so money in money out as always...my goal is to not have any overdraft and save for the Capital gains tax coming up next year..as well as saving for any more repairs...such as storage heaters..doesn't seem to be happening though so we shall proceed as normal...as well I live where I am...otherwise I wouldn't be able to even think about it..hey ho.
I feel settled here...Joyce and I get on...and the place is nice enough for me...and I am saving money...well...until I need to cover invoices, etc!!!..I have to go into work tomorrow and look at where I could have input on the Heritage Lottery Fund we are applying for..time spent now to keep the job after March...so...worth it...I think i will stay here for a while if i get the funding...Joyce will be off to Turkey if I do..so I will have the house to myself..woohoo..anyway..we shall see.
Right...hopefully update within less time next time.
Tara
ps..what happened to this tree at Hazelhead Park...the force of nature..or the kids from the local Academy..we shall never know!!

Wednesday, 15 October 2008

Badabaddaschwing!!


Well,

It has been a while since I have been on and things have been hecticamundo!! what to talk about?...well..here goes..

Edinburgh..been down there 3 times and that should be it...the last time was last week...although the bloody signal workers strike almost put the kaibosh on that one!!!..but the called the second one off and down I went...in for 10.30 am..meet at 11.30 am..back on the train for 3.00 pm..phew...all the work has been done..including the repair work to the roof and walls of bathroom...I even have my cutlery drawer back in the kitchen!! Good to see the joiner fella had been shirty with the letting Agent as well...so he has gone back to his boss and argued the case for the fella to put down new flooring in the kitchen and bathroom for free...just got work today he has gone for it!!!..hussah!!!..although the total cost is pretty substantial....if the insurance/Association do not pay out their relative costs..it will be 9K..if they do...take it back down to 8K..but still pretty tough to swallow...and it has dragged on and on and there has been may unnecessary costs...but I would never have been able to do it if I hadn't sold Perth No. 1...and look at the market now...!!!..never have sold it if I had waited for now..so..all worked out really...the big boss is going down this week to assess rental income..but it will definitely go up..and all these folk who can't afford houses will want to rent..hussah!!! Now...all I need to do is save for the Capital Gains tax coming up next year.

On top of sorting Edinburgh out I had to get out of Gourdon. Simon agreed to take the big office desk and, after work, we headed down to take it out..we both scoffed and agreed it would be easier going out than getting it in up 2 flights of stairs...ha ha..not a bit of it..after a long days work the last thing I needed was that..eventually got it up to his new abode..then 2 more packing sessions...and a final deep clean...goodness me...I was knackered after that..then a final sign out last Sunday...after the final sign off for work in Edinburgh the preceding Th6rsday..so..a BIG week for me....but it is done now and I can look forward to my cheque in settlement of deposit...after I have paid my final Council Tax and Leccy..and moving stuff from a full flat to 1 room has been challenging..but I am almost there..I like it...central heating...nice room...nice house...been on my own for the last week and a bit...landlady is back this weekend..although in one of the areas I work in...not bad really...actually quite quiet..no seagulls dumping on my van either!!!

Only now do I realise the physical, mental and emotional stress all that travelling was having on me...I have been going for walks..alright..one was to the off license..but it was a 50 minute walk!!...having a look round town...stuff like that....I don't have to add an hour on each end of my day now...what a relief..and the landlady has a free view box so I can watch Morse, The Professionals and Minder to my heart's content. The only issue has been tinternet..that was a total cock up..it really was...a total of 6 hours spent being shunted from call centre team to team..and over to India a few times...misinformation...miss processing..one saying they had done something when they had not and not doing something when they should have...AND...I have now received a letter from BT saying they are penalising me to the tune of £198.00 for cancelling one broadband contract even though I am starting another one up with them here!!!!...a letter for that one I think as I cannot be doing with the call centre chase again!!

So..now Edinburgh is almost done and I don't need to go there again (here's hoping) and I have moved from Gourdon..things should settle down. In the back of my mind are the storage heaters in Edinburgh...Capital Gains Tax and the fact Perth No.2...which is, technically, No 1 now..and Glasgow are coming out of their fixed term next May..which will be an issue in this economic climate.

HOW DID THIS ALL HAPPEN??...I am confused?..someone somewhere has let this all go to rats!!..anyhoo..just lucky I do not have many shares and those I do have were given buck shea.

So now all I need to do is get this funding sorted...we have decided to not rely on the Fairer Scotland Fund as it seems embroiled in bureaucracy...although one of my partner workers is keen to secure the underspend for this year and divert some to me for my funding..which is nice...but we are not relying on that either..so..it is off to the Lottery..Heritage Fund...they give you an answer in 10 days after application (in last week) and, if they give the go ahead for a full application..they give you a case worker...so it all looks good...at least we will find out in good time...and, if they turn us down...at least the FSF might have sorted itself out by then...but I doubt it. Already put the word out about fall back plans and such like...options...so being proactive on that front anyway...and..if the worse comes to the worse...always try and cover some time in the office...Pensions won't..or shouldn't be affected...even if a company goes up the Swanny...they still need folk to terminate the pension scheme!!..but let us hope it never comes to that.

As for ladies...now I am back in town I can start thinking of that a bit more...in addition to the fact I have made a decision to stay if I can...so..we shall see.

Think that is enough for now.

Tara

Sunday, 28 September 2008

Hot Diggidy Damn!!

Gonna keep this short....ime under pressure and not too chatty about it.

Edinburgh is definitely gonna take all my money from the sale of Perth..yes..I know I wld have no chance of doing the required work if I hadn't sold Perth..I am now getting hit for council tax as well (3 months)..it looks like I may have to pay for the roof repairs first and then claim back from the insurance policy..I am still going to have to cover another month's mortgage...good grief!!!

I am hoping the deposit to be returned (£500.00) and then sell the car (I am going to clean the inside this afternoon!)...possibly £800.00..then maybe things will be ok..but I think I will be going into overdraft again and then be chasing my tail to pay up!!!!

Poo.

However, I am looking forward to moving into the lodgings...woohoo!!

Monday, 22 September 2008

Super Chilled

Well,

I have had the 1st proper break since I came here and I feel pretty relaxed..although today I am going to use BT contact numbers to swap over my broadband to the house in town..I find that, sometimes, the Indian people on the other end...as this is where the all centres are..can sometimes not pick up on what you are saying...hey ho...has to be done.

The work on Edinburgh flat seems to complicate itself all the time...a leak in the roof means the original work scheduled has to wait until reparatory work is complete.....although the letting agent seems happy to wait to schedule 2 tradesmen until after the roofer goes in...it is me that has had to e mail and gee them up..and ask the relevant questions.

So, moving back into town means I will get my deposit back...save money every month...and sell the car as well...one valuation for the car came in at £1,500.00...I laughed at that!!!..the other came in at £850.00..now, that is more like it!!!..but it looks like I will need any spare cash until it is sorted out.

What a lovely day today..gonna move some more stuff up town...not having to do it in a oner is a major bonus..landlady there is chilled out about it..landlady here is away until start of October and I said I would be happy to wait until then..do the check out with her and then have the cheque sent to me. I can still stay in the flat but I probably won't..no extra time travelling..saving money on fuel...all for the good...but it does mean the pressure is off to clean the flat for the check out..I can take my time..it is all good.

Chatted to an ex last night...on msn..she is with another fella and seems to be happy...that familiar pang came round but then I remembered the problems she has..the fact I don't have the energy to go to all these places she says she has been going...it was never going to work so...I can rationalise it..still a git when she is talking about it though...hey ho. I think I will see what happens when I move into town...time will tell.

Tara for now

Tuesday, 9 September 2008

In the words of Victor Meldrew

I don't believe it!!!!

Tickets booked for Edinburgh to check work done in the flat...making it all squared away..e mail today says the tiler was stripping away the cork board (I know, bad enough) and found the plaster had been soaking up a leak (never said whether it was slow or not, I assume so) so...need to get a roofer in and then a plaster before the tiler can get on with his job and his job is holding up the plumber rehousing the shower BEFORE he can put in a new thingamabob!!!

Luckily, any repairs such as roof and plastering can be reclaimed from the Association...I just sent an e mail asking if I owed any money..crafty...as, if I do...then I can drop the cheque off and any work to be billed will come in after that!!! All square and ready to cash in..bout time!

Either way, this will all take time and I will be losing rental income..luckily I am moving into town and will be saving money AND receive my deposit back..so..should be OK.

The guy looking after this whole thing is off to Spain and won't be back until next Tuesday...great timing!!

Sometimes..I cannae believe it!!!

Saturday, 6 September 2008

12 Day Stretch Is Over

Made it. After 12 days non stop covering sessions with clients from the psychiatric unit in Aberdeen to picking (straining!!!) up timber for a community project's seats to the Horticultural Show (i am still having visions of washed onions) to the radio to the John Muir Award with the Criminal Justice System to a Parliamentary Reception to report writing for funding...no wonder I am tired!!!

What a crazy 12 days indeed....BUT....I managed to get the report out the way...and I have booked a day for printing Forest School essays so I can send them away..and I have no more Saturday/Sunday events either!!!...AND..I have booked some days off as well..hussah!!!

I still have a lot of annual leave to take as well by the end of December..kaching!!!

So, stayed up late last night and got up late today..then up to Bervie...back here and fell asleep...lazy blighter..but hey...I am glad to be chilling.

So, was invited to the Parliamentary reception to celebrate the WIAT project for all of Scotland...a very proud moment..went down to Edinburgh (2 hours with my boss on a train....nice!!...not) to the Parliament...all very nice...into the Garden Lobby where there was pics and vids showing up on the wall....will upload later....then we saw a small pack being given out...I had been involved in correcting Mr W's input for the "postcards" but didn't realise what they were going to look like..it was them!!!!...and there was our postcard...Kincorth LNR and the Spiders Web of Doom!!....yay...then we looked at the video screens...showing all the WIAT projects in Scotland...was moving around the map all the time...then ours came up!!!!! What a feeling to see my project coming up on the screen at the Scottish Parliament....woohoo!!!...got a few pics taken in front of the screen much to the amusement of the scallywags from Castleview School...I cannae blame them to be honest....I had my shirt and tie on as well which was a culture shock.

After the last Community Woodlands Association where Aberdeen didn't even show on any discussions or maps, to see it there on the screen and postcards in front of everyone....as a result of everyone's support and help, NOT just my efforts....was a great achievement for me...I felt really good...made the last few days of work a doddle!!

Going on the train for such a cheap price gave me a good idea...rather than driving down to Edinburgh to check the refurbishment of the flat...why don't I get the train??...hussah!!!...so ive booked my ticket..after a long time on the bloomin website..what chore...all I wanted was the cheapest ticket!!!..anyway..booked for next Thursday..so, if everything is ok and I agree to pay the dosh...I can forget about the Edinburgh flat for a good while and look forward to the increased rental income. Now, what can come next?...who can tell...but hopefully not for a long time!!!

And now I can look forward to moving from here to Aberdeen..checked with the lady and she is still up for the challenge..which is a relief..all I have to do is take on the telephone bill so I can then transfer the broadband..put together a lease agreement document and then move all my kit over there. Deposit back and outgoings down by around £400.00 per month means I can then save money for the capital Gains tax bill coming next year and for any other repairs AND for some new clothes!!!! We shall see how it works out but she is very relaxed about things and the house is on a nice part of Northfield..it also means the stress and pressure of driving to and from Aberdeen will be gone as well...all good news!!!

I know I say this all the time but I hope to be able to try and have a work life balance at last!!

after that, the only issue remaining is funding..keep you posted.

Tara for now.

Sunday, 24 August 2008

Lazy Sunday

Got up at 10 am today..although after a rough nights sleep...and woke to think...I have another essay to do...wait a minute...no I don't!!!!! That's right, I finished my last essay of 35 yesterday....what a relief...although I am fully prepared for the rework that will come back at least it is all done and dusted. All I have to do is access a pc at the main office and print it all off, slot into a folder and send off. I had discussed with dad the fact that my colleague was doing the least he had to..and simply lifting from tinternet, changing the wording, and submitting as his own...but that wasn't for me...I wanted to put as much into it as I could and see what happens from there. As with my time at University, I always have had to put more effort into it than those around me to achieve a lower score...or equal...if they come back to me and say I have been plagiarizing then I will be well unimpressed. Anyway, it is done now and we shall see what happens...with a month to spare as well!!!

Work is continuing pretty well...although I have gaps in my diary for the forthcoming months..but I remember it was like this last year..it will soon book up as teachers get back into the swing of things..I hope!!!! It might not be such a bad thing as I can get on with the NHS Health walk planning during work time..plus some networking events...plus (hopefully) visiting my Forestry colleagues down in Glasgae toon!!..so the space is good. I am now branching into some "cutting edge" work..as far as being a countryside ranger is concerned...working with the secure unit at Royal Cornhill...the psychiatric hospital in Aberdeen...I am to start working with a patient there next week...walks on WIAT sites..possibly followed by survey work...practical work...he important thing here is that the staff are all on board..possibly doing a one day forest School with them as well..and interested to see where it goes with this fellla...he like "intellectual sparring" which I enjoyed during our short meeting..I like him....he obviously has had some serious issues/problems in his life..but i am looking forward to it.

I have also started to do...ahem...consultation work..with an oil company in Aberdeen..hopefully that will move forward where I am working with them to achieve the "Healthy Working Lives" award..we shall see.

With these 2 pieces of work AND my NHS work..it all comes at a good time as the funding tale goes on. I have had the nod that forestry will pay the 50% for the next few years..this will be confirmed in the next few weeks...BUT..what of the other?..well the Fairer Scotland Fund is bringing together a number of funds..and addresses poverty in all its forms..such as health (mental/physical)...life skills..work skills..community work...all of which I am ticking off one after one..we shall see. It is only now that I have become aware of the pressure...or sense of intensity with all this hanging over me...and the effect it has had on me...see last entry..I am not sure how I will feel if it comes through..imagine being able to stay in one place for 3 years!!! If it doesn't then I am not sure what will happen...don't want to move...I think..if it came to it....I could get work with some of the groups I work with now..to tide me over...but the one thing about working with Forestry Commission Scotland..if they like you and your work...they won't let you go....so..all in all...I am pretty ok bout everything.....but I would rather know what is going on..same old same old.....have faith and it will all be alright

The main thing is....enjoy the quiet period...I am sure it won't last long.

I think i will definitely be waiting until the end of September to move...no takers on this flat. The lady who I will be staying with in Northfield (a nice part) is very relaxed...has agreed for me to take over the line rental of the phone...which means I will be able to transfer the broadband..which is really important to me.

I think I will also try a bit of Tae Kwon Do when i get into town. I like the aspect of the exercise and the ethos behind it..control...discipline..I do not, however, like all the Bruce Lee noises you have to make!!! We shall see. And it has also occurred to me I would like to do my French again..but I will have to find a French Institute in Aberdeen...not sure where that might be.

Anyhoo...all is going to plan...just keep the heid.

SB

Saturday, 16 August 2008

Tired

Saturday am...watching the Brits destroy the rowing competition..yay....tired from meetings and all the usual jiggery pokery..just want a rest...but so much to do..so much to do.

A walk at Stoney should set me right for tomorrow. 2nd last essay to do...get it done and out of the way.

Tara

Sunday, 10 August 2008

State Of Play


Here, I thought ide put this pic in...from a session at the breakfast club in Middlefield...7.40 am and some serious cutting going on...oh...and afore I shaved me chops off!!!

So what has been happening?...ile try and summarise for you...missing out the rage, disappointment, stress and general jiggery pokery involved.

The flat in Edinburgh is off the rental market and under refurbishment at the moment. At the end of it all, the value will be higher and so will the rental income...it had bloody better!!! Due to some fairly exorbitant estimates, I had to make the choice of doing the kitchen only and the bathroom at a later date or doing both together. Considering the rest of the flat looks pretty good, to leave one room letting the rest of the flat down did not seem a good idea to me...why spend money on one room when the other brings it all down? However, finances are restricted as, after the sale of Perth and clearance of an overdraft, the amount left equaled the total cost!!

Well, we went with the joiner who coordinates other tradesmen for the kitchen (tiler, joiner, electrician, plumber) at an exorbitant price (I have raised this with the letting agent who agrees with me) and another tiler and plumber for the bathroom (their estimates are far lower). I am taking the hit for the kitchen as there are a number of tradesmen to co ordinate and it will be far easier for him to get his team in and working. However, I will not pay the full bill until I have seen an itemised invoice and seen the work itself. \by doing things this way, I should have some cash left over and, once back in Aberdeen, I will be saving roughly £400.00 a month which can go to saving (might buy some new socks as well!!)

I have secured a nice room in town in a mixed area...one of my communities...which has some nice and not so nice pockets...I am going to be in a nice one...with a nice big room in a house with front and back garden and a drive...the lady has a partner in Turkey and is going over on holiday when I am due to move in AND she may even go over the winter...so..for the price of a room I am getting a house to myself...all I need to do is sort out the broadband.

Perth Kings Court seems to have settled...no more word of the "leak" and no word of the intercom system ALTHOUGH I am not going to totally relax until October....give it time!

Viewfield continues to roll on...the bathroom ventilation is sorted but I expect another bill for painting the ceiling in order to remove mould from the steam of previous years.

Glasgow is fine..as far as I know.

I have purchased a new phone after losing my old one. I had thought of buying an Ipod and all the paraphernalia but saw the Sony Walkman phone...after much reassurance by the lass at the shop (used to work at SHMU) that I cld master the black art of transferring tracks from lap top to phone..I went and bought it...I was due an upgrade so had a discount of £45.00...£100.00 phone for £55.00 and then I bought a big case so I wouldn't lose it!!! When I put my replacement SIM in...it still had all the credit when I lost the previous phone...hussah!!! I am now listening to music on my phone...it takes pics and vids and...I hear tell...it also makes phone calls!!!

So, the job. Well..everything has changed...Forestry Commission are definitely on board and applying for 505 funding...the guy in charge of that..and possibly my new boss..has been on my show and spent all Friday pm being shown round my projects by me (after a bloody flat tyre!!)..I am meeting the top guy this Wednesday for a chat..I am told he can be quite snappy so need to be on top form..and I am to meet the chap in charge of social policy..as he is also in charge of another source of funding that can be applied for by my clients....AND...I am to receive an invite to a buffet in the garden of the Scottish Parliament...hob nobbing with MSP's!!!...craziness and all through the FC's interest in my work....I also think I am going to be visiting my FC colleagues on their WIAT sites in Glasgow

For the Council's part, we are applying for the remaining funds through the Fairer Scotland Fund..not too sure about that but it is all good...and I think I will finally be meeting boss gadgie from our department in a weeks time as well...will be asking, if the FSF doesn't come through, would they be putting up the cash..it's not something I am overly confident about though.

I am feeling the pressure I must say and am trying to juggle everything at once....I needed to just chill..although i still feel under the cosh...there is so much to do when I get back tomorrow...one presentation meeting...one planning..the big one on Wednesday...one consultation meeting on Friday..blimey...oh...and only 2 essays left for the Forest School certificate...and then the changes I expect getting back for them..almost there!!

My personal life is still up in the air I guess...single but looking...but then...I do seem to be quite busy do I not? Already spotted my local..I have a choice of 2 but I know 1 is definitely off the list due to my awareness of the area....oh dear me...no way!!!!

Tara for now.

Wednesday, 30 July 2008

Still Alive

Just a quick note to say I made it back from Edinburgh....and that is a story in itself I tell thee!!

I will tell the tale at a later time when I have a moment.

One major piece of news is that the top bod at Forestry Commission Scotland for the north east has seen the short report put together by myself, Dan and Mr Webley and is very pleased by what he has seen. I think the problem has been that all he heard from Mr W was that I was "doing a great job"..which is obviously not enough for a top manager who has dished out a substantial amount of money. Soooooooooooooooooooo...he has said he will make a move to obtain 50% funding for a 3 year post....it is up to me to find the other 50%...which we are doing anyway with the Fairer Scotland Fund..which means..if it works out...I work through the council (still in the Final Salary Pension Scheme...kaching!!!) and paid by its payroll...but have no funding whatsoever from the council..woohoo!!!

NOTHING HAS BEEN SETTLED but had the fella turned around and said he wasn't interested..that would have been it dead in the water for sure. So...phew and cor blimey governor.

That will do for now.

Tara.

Sunday, 20 July 2008

Jiggery Pokery

Hey,

I enjoyed my show this week...nae guests so just the usual jiggery pokery and some good tunes...2 Foo Fighters tracks..was proper bo!!! Next week I have some guests from Tenants Planning Office...which should be gid.

So...I have been off since Friday and right through Monday...why?...well...did another essay...through gritted teeth now, I can tell thee...but it means 4 left!!!..all about emotional intelligence and self esteem..essential to deliver Forest School but a complete bugger to learn!! Anyway..4 left to do!!!

Friday was actually spent in Stoney...cd's from library...another cheque into the bank BUT I never got away from work...I had calls coming in and going out all the time..lots to book!!

Yesterday, I actually looked at things to buy...totally confused by this iPod black magic..then there are mp3's...then there are phones with mp3's...hell's teeth...all I want is a phone....a sound system and a lightweight music thing for when ime back in the city and walking!!! I think I understand and am going to purchase stuff today. I am going to mosey round town and relax..as much as i can cos I just booked a small van for this week...off to Edinburgh to rip out the kitchen and bathroom.

Going to pop into the office and pilfer some tools....hammers...saws...monkey wrenches and such like...anything that can be used to break stuff..woohoo!!! Gonna be fun...actually...just remembering...I went into ASDA to buy a dinner set as the tenants had thrown out all that was in the flat because they had just got married and had all their new stuff...then i got to thinking..they chucked out the pans...right..buy them....cutlery...buy them...ended up spending money on that as well...he he..only went in for one thing...anyhoo...all tax deductible!!

Once i get the tools i think I have to go and buy some "enders"...so I can take the taps off and cap the pipes...as it were...what of the loo?....not sure how to tackle that one....don't want to end up returning the van smelling of goodness knows what...or more...I do know!!..so..I guess it is a relaxed day by my standards..but really quite a lot to do. Once Edinburgh is sorted I still have TOIL booked but that will be for these bloomin' essays....I will be damned if I have worked so hard to miss the September deadline!!!!

After that...I think I will take a week and find a nice hotel in UK...with a pool....a steam room....and a bar!!!..get a few good books...and chill out!! Cos the next big thing is the move from here back into town...which I am not looking forward to...not the moving back...just moving all the stuff!!

I have cashed my cheque in settlement of the Perth sale...no more overdraft...and then reduced the overdraft to 1K for emergencies. The rebate on insurance has been put in as well...that is not the end of it though. The purchasers have sent an official letter regarding a leak from the ceiling in the water tank room...I think they panicked..you have 5 days to lodge any repairs due to "systems" in the flat...they are angling it that it is the central heating (there is none) or the water tank in the attic (it is IN the room)..so I am not too bothered BUT it is still hanging over me..we shall see. As for the buzzer system...I am suspecting a bit of cheeky chappyness has taken place....I don't think they informed the solicitor it was an outstanding repair...of course...they won't know it doesn't work (although I suspect it may be working) until someone moves in!!!..outwith the 5 day notification period anyway...tut tut.

So...apart from that...I feel I have been given a second chance to make the 3 properties work..special to me as it has history going back to my grand parents and their money..so...not going to waste it!! I feel a bit scared to spend any of it to be honest..but I guess I deserve a little luxury (ime talking new socks here...not caviar for breccy!!)...hey ho....

Work...as in ranger work...is good...disappointed the work placement chap from Princes Trust hasn't worked out...never mind....it frees up some time for me to get on with other things. Still loving it...still loving my wee white van...meeting this week to discuss a short report going to the big man at Forestry Commission Scotland...to justify a 3 year contract..and then..if they do...I have to find my own funding!!..but that is down the line. Strange set up we are going for....50% from FCS..and then 50% from Fairer Scotland fund which is administered by the council....if this comes off I will, technically, not be paid through the ranger service BUT still working alongside them....made the mistake of telling S some of this...so..Chinese whispers....it will be around the team (of gossips I tell thee) in a totally morphed version of the truth. Fitever.

Personal life...single..but not lonely....could be healthier physically....pretty good mentally...I think all this finance stuff had been weighing on my mind more than I was aware. I certainly feel things are more manageable now...which means I am pretty chilled. I have shaved off my beard as well...might as well as I am back on the market!!! Once these essays are done I can pro actively work on a life/work balance that is better for me...oh..and after the full tax return as well!!

Right, I have gone on long enough. Tara

Sunday, 13 July 2008

Done And Dusted

Well...it still hasn't sunk in yet. The sale of Perth has gone through and I have a cheque in settlement!!! Although it is not for a huge amount (relatively) I have to remember I had already raised the same amount (possibly more) 2 years ago which allowed me to put a deposit on the second Perth flat and Galsgow...so...it worked well for me.

And the fact it sold as well was amazing...so many flats for sale..this one was a corker and a good investment for the purchasers. Now I can pay off my overdraft...have a buffer for the remaining 3 flats...go on a holiday!!!...get some money back from the insurance..stop losing money on mortgage payments...stop payment to the factoring service. All good..now I need to get back to town....sell the car...room share...save money...and it will all have gone to plan...a close call indeed.

My only concern is the entry system..still not sorted and I think the factoring agent will probably not deal with me once they have been informed about the new owners...which will make me look bad...but...hey...a small nuisance.

Second day of doing nothing...Gourdon gala yesterday...was a bit of a wash out...but good...and I feel relaxed and rejuvenated..tomorrow shall be for an essay AND tax return..the swine have sent me a full tax return because the gross income is over 15K..never mind the net income is negative!!!..so I need to do that as I am sure I will receive a rebate from that as well.

Next week sees work a wee bit more relaxed...more so than this week....full on all week..although one event was cancelled due to rain..looking forward to easing back a wee bit...but then the tenant in Edinburgh moves out tomorrow so I might need to hire a van and do the work down there this weekend coming...get out the hammer!!!...3 flights of stairs as well...poo!!!

The sun is blazing here today...seems that every time there is an even around here that it rains or is cold...which isn't fair really...I may be persuaded to amble along to the pub and have a pint in the sun...reading my book.

What a monumental week this has been..for all sorts of reasons...but...I will never forget how close it all came to falling apart...pressure and stress!!..no excuses now if it all goes to pot...no excuse at all...breathe easy for a while young fella!

Later

Tuesday, 8 July 2008

harrumph

Well..having worked on Sunday...I now have some feedback that the information is no good....which I disagree with...as the fella who looked at it cannae work spreadsheets...poo.

So, I really feel that a decision is being made...at the Forestry Commission Scotland side anyway...without any input from me..the guy who bloody does the job!!!!!...work and work and work and get hee haw in return.

Although I do have a potential meeting with the policy officer..and a chance to state my case..which, at least is an opportunity..although I still feel it is all too little to late.

Anyhoo...finished.

Sunday, 6 July 2008

Heavy Duty

Hey there...back after another session in the office....not re charged for next week but having to focus on the coming events....difficult and challenging...bring it on!!

Crunching the numbers and working the spreadsheet to submit to fella in the Forestry Commission..who in turn...will be taking this information and present to the fella who will make the decision about my post...difficult to concentrate when you are very aware not processing the data in the correct direction may have an adverse effect on me staying here. Managed to do it though..and it looks quite good....good practise anyway for at the end of the contract in March.

Later

Hey hey

Just in case you're wondering....still alive and still...as usual...working hard with the job. Spreading out into more specialised clients..all looking good and, more importantly, where I have always wanted to be.

After the flat emptying in Perth, I went straight into an extremely busy period of sessions with clients...and...as I expected...I caught a cold from the effort of the flat work (in the peeing rain as well!!) which manifested itself in a very sore throat...not good for someone who uses their voice ALL the time and usually at a high volume. Last Wednesday was the busiest I have ever ever been...started at Middlefield at 7.30 for the breakfast club...then onto Woodside for the radio show...then to Mastrick for presentation to Healthy Working Lives group...first after my presentation training...to about 20 employers...pppppppaaaaaaarrrrrrrppppppppp...then straight over to Lads Club at Tillydrone for another wildlife garden...wild flower planting...then back down to Lochinch to drop the tools off...phew....then home...ready for another early start....phew.

I tell thee though...I may be busy...but I am very happy with it...I love it and just wish my tetchy throat would go away...knew it was going to happen but annoying nonetheless.

I have 5 more essays to go for Forest School...did one last weekend and had hoped to do another 2 this weekend...however...got a call from Forestry Commission...my counterpart there has been asked to put forward a report regarding my role and what has been happening with it...of course...he needs that information from me...and I want the correct information to work its way up the chain of communication..so I need to do it...that is what today is all about. Yesterday...as I have been out of the office most of the time....I spent some time preparing for upcoming events...so no essays done at all...priorities drive the process though. I thought i was going to be putting a report together at the end of the contract...which I am sure I will...but this report is so the Big Man can decide whether the Forestry Commission Scotland are interested in looking to source funding in order to extend my contract...so...it is very very important at this time ti get it right!!

CRUNCH TIME

Luckily I am well versed in spreadsheets and suchlike..so we shall see.

And...if I have any spare time...I can always catch up on paperwork for my 2008/2009 tax return....or do essays....or something else.

Tara

Monday, 23 June 2008

I am bushed!!!

Well,

I did it...picked the van up on Friday..got the keys to Kings Court and then went to dad's on Friday. I must have been tired cos I slept for 10 hours...never bothered to stay up and watch the footie..looked rubbish anyway.

The van was massive and I really thought it was too big for the jobin hand....how wrong I was...I ended up moving all the kit by myself...down 3 flights of stairs as well...hungover (yes, my fault!!) at 7.30 am on Sunday..neighbours must have hated me but I know they never came out in case I asked for their help...but then...I never wanted to speak to them either!!! I had to move a batch of stuff down the stairs..run to the van...move the van to the front of the building...load the van..move it away from the building..back up to the flat for another load..phew...at least 20 trips I tell thee...I was knackered.

Then a drive back to Gourdon...after a rest...I decided to unload at Lochinch..meant I could return this am and get some money back on the rental..and now I am really feeling it...feels like flu but I am sure it is the fact all my muscles are weak and shaky..ime exhausted!!...back to work tomorrow as well..woohoo...time is moving on and deadlines approach....so I better get on with it.

So, that was the last time I will ever be in the flat...I decided to leave as I was beginning to remember my time there with rose tinted glasses....it is like a pig on a farm...it was a business investment and it is serving a purpose..done and dusted. Although...walking around Perth....I see so many flats for sale...the fact this one sold in such a dire market and a market flooded with properties...makes it clear how good a decision it was to buy it...my judgement was tip top.

So...that is done...next...Edinburgh...at the end of July...I think I will try and find some casual labour to move my stuff down the 3 flights of stairs...at least whatever I will be carrying will be broken into pieces.

After that...something will turn up.

Tara

Wednesday, 11 June 2008

So much for a rest!!!

Well,

There was I ready to relax and recuperate after the Forest Schools...after this weeks training course and essay study..oh..and the Highland Games which will require up at 6 am on Sunday am and back by bloody 8 pm!!!

When...I knew I needed to go down to Perth to remove any furniture prior to the exchange date...TOIL booked for Friday and Monday..time away form projects...time away from work...next week...THEN I get word that my tenants in Edinburgh are leaving and had i remembered the agreement that I would upgrade the bath room and kitchen once they decided to go...aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...this means, having coughed up £100 to re foam and re seal the bath which had been leaking..I am going to have to rip the fecker out!!!!

So, I will have to book another van (this time from Edinburgh, so not too bad)...get down there by megabus..rip stuff out...leaving the bog to the last!!!....take it to the dump..and get back up the road..another long weekend to book and loose time from the job...but then the rent can be increased and I shouldn't have to do anything to it for a while.

Now, I had hoped to chill out and then think of doing some security work at festivals...music...free passes and a fair amount of work...but I have to rethink on that one...I really need some time to chill...even if the money would come in handy.

Oh....and i still have to do some essays..which was supposed to be the next few days BUT my exhaust is really starting to go.....so that needs to go into the garage..and soon...which means less essays will be done..poo....I want that bloody sorted!!!!

Now, there has been no interest in anyone taking this flat on so I think I am here until September..which may not be such a bad thing considering the above..and I can take the financial hit...I hope there will be enough money left to pay the Capital Gains tax next year AND keep a buffer for the other properties..should be...and at least all this work means I cannae be taxed on negative profit!!

Anyhoo..sure it will all be sorted!!

Tara

Saturday, 7 June 2008

Forest School Mungous

Well,

I am definitely taking it easy this weekend. At the start of this week Simon (colleague) said..."one think I've learned from last weeks Forest School is that it would be best not to do 2 back to back"...and...as it turned out...he was correct!! It is all a learning process...and we have learned..in terms of physical exertions and ability to keep going with the whole delivery of FS...one 5 day period is draining...2 weeks is VERY draining. So, today I am resting totally..and maybe part of tomorrow as well.

I have a training course..Tuesday and Wednesday..on Effective presentations...TOIL on Monday/Thursday/Friday..so no actual work work BUT lots to do. Monday...pre record show for SHMU...drop in at St Fitticks..then off to office to tidy stuff up after we messed it up with mucky kit!!! Looks like ile have to go down to Perth on the Thursday for a few days to get rid of some furniture...and all the time the FS essays await!!!..might not be until next week afore i get to them.

So, to Property. Well...things have changed a great deal. I was in the middle of the woods last week...trying to ensure the kids didn't cut their hands off or such like...got a call from Perth regarding the sale of the flat...she was chatting bout how we had 2 offers in the whole month..one was dismissed out of hand..cheeky beggars were counting on the down turned market to get a low price...but the other came in at the asking price..we had put o/o 79K...they came in at that...we suggested 80k and they agreed..the funny thing was...it took a few minutes of chat by me and patience by the selling agent before the penny dropped...."oh, you're asking me if i accept?"...doh!!!...so I did...it was subject to survey...and this has gone ahead with no probs..so we move to the next stage.

The important thing here is that the sale will proceed...I will be able to pay off overdraft...provide a buffer for properties AND mibbe buy something for myself!!!...woohoo!! So, financial ruination has been avoided. In addition, I have been looking at rooms to rent but will not be able to move if a replacement tenant is not found..which looks like not happening...but I can now afford it once the money has come through...this settles better with me as I do not like putting folks in a tricky position...so I can fulfill my commitment to the landlady and take the time to move out..but then...this might change again if someone is interested in the flat!!!

I never thought about the fact the purchaser purchases the flat with fixtures NOT furniture...this illustrates why the whole situation arose...focused on this job not the property stuff....so I now have to figure out dates to get to Perth and take the stuff out....boo!!!..but then I will be able to see some old colleagues and ask them if they have some spare time to remove some kit...then down to dad's i think to drop some stuff off as well...he has been asked and agreed...which is great...bless him.

So, will take a while for things to settle down again I guess...but it will...relatively anyway...phew...still got plenty going on in terms of work....and moving from here if it goes ahead...so will be busy but happy with it.

With 3 properties...the money from the sale...the reduction in outgoings...I will be able to concentrate on presenting data to support the extension of my contract...which I had a meeting about in Hazelhead woods yesterday during lunch..with Deity Dan!! So we shall see how that goes.

Well, all is well I guess and the show rolls on!!

Later

Saturday, 24 May 2008

OK....I should haver read the paperwork!!

Right,

If you are sitting down...this won't happen too often. I have NOW read the paperwork fully and the 2 months referred to is the Landlord advising of a change in rent....NOT the ability to hand in a notice of termination. I got it wrong AND it is I who have to go by the legal document.

Hell's teeth!!

So...now it is my responsibility to find a tenant if I want it sorted. As I signed a 12 month lease I received a lower rental of £525 not £550..so the landlady is going to claw back some of this..if not all....however...if I can get out and find accommodation then I will make the money back ASAP.

I have to say this is causing a lot of stress..or is that pressure?...but I guess this will teach me not to overstretch myself....cos I am not going to forget any of this!!

Tara

All Very Complicated

Well,

The plan was to sell the Perth flat, reduce my outgoings and possibly move into sharing (at my old age..I know!!!)....well..that was the plan anyway. There has been no interest in the flat at all....why?...well..the response from my selling agent pretty much ties in with how I felt after I was told there are 80 one bed properties on the market...basically...my market of 1st time buyers/buy to let'ers have either been scared off or just can't get the finances to put down a deposit and such like. So, what to do now?...the mortgage is about to go sky high, my income is staying the same and my overdraft is getting huge now..almost at the limit...and how the car is still running I do not know!!

Well.

The plan is to leave the flat on the market for a full month (I think 1 week left) then put it on the market to lease..get the rental monies coming in. I will change the mortgage and probably take a five year fixed term..which means I cannot sell for a long time...thus fixing the outgoings.....although the monthly payments will be higher...move out of this flat as the costs are so high..not just rent but council tax/insurance/utility/fuel..and back to sharing for a short while. This should allow me to stop hemorrhaging money...in fact....I shall be able to pay mum some money back AND pay off my over draft..which is great. In short..be more in control as to what is happening with regards to money. My contract ends in March 2009..although I hope to have it renewed and sorted before then..so downsizing will be a good thing..if it doesn't then I will have to move on..if it does then I will think about buying...although that would be very pricey...use the Glasgow or Perth 2 property to raise a deposit.

If I move into town i can sell the car...before it breaks down....thus reducing running costs and repairs for it..and it will go into my overdraft account...yay!!! I can use my van as well.

My landlady is not too happy and has said she might not let me go as she has planned a 2.5 month holiday!!!! She is going on about this and that and saying she is being very generous but...I have been here before with landlords and big companies. I understand she is not too happy...having put in the windows and such like BUT..as far as I can see...it is in the document...yes...I have signed a 12 month contract and this reduced the monthly rent by £25 BUT the document states both parties can terminate the contract with 2 months notice.....and we both signed this. It is the nature of being a landlord that people move on when you may not want them to...I didn't want the lassie in Glasgow to leave but she did and I went without rental income for a month...the fella who has moved in has signed a 12 month lease but he can leave with the appropriate period of notice...that is the way the business is.

I expect a fight. This morning I will be looking at the lease document in more detail to double check if there is a claw back of the reduced rental income and see what is what. If there is one thing an ex Final Salary pensions Administrator is good at is looking at the finer details of a legal document. Either way...this complicates matters but I will get there.

I placed an ad on the Council intranet and had 2 calls the morning I put it on...one was for a room of the great Northern Road...right in amongst my clients....but in a not too bad part of it as well...we shall see.

So...this weekend I was tempted to cancel my lunch date/Xbox action with a chum in Fourdon but I am aware I am not good at work/life balance and decided to keep it booked...legal documents this am...lunch and games after...back here for some essay work perhaps...tomorrow...up to pick up the pick up van..out to Banchory to lift some bags of sand..after the slab pick up last Saturday..back to Lochinch....sort out the kit for next weeks Forest School....damn!!!!...still got the risk assessment to do!!!!..then off to SHMU to record a show..already pre recorded one for next week..Chris/Mikes show for the week after and this one for the week after that...phew...and then up early for Monday as I need to be on the hill by 8.30 am on Monday..paaaarrrrrrpppp. Pressure is on!!!

At least..once the 2 Forest School's are over...I have some TOIL to take and a 2 day training course on presentations..and will use these TOIL days to finish off some essays..and I can use the weekends over the next few weeks to do them as well...so...the coursework will/should be finished by mid June....what will I do with my time??!!!..oh yes...pack up and get ready to move!!!!

Ha ha.

Imagine...having free time and spare cash...the possibilities are endless!!

Finished now....another update as and when things change.

Tara

Saturday, 17 May 2008

Saturday AM

Harrumph...trying to get motivated.

After another crazy week...part of which was taken up looking for slabs!!!.....I am on the road up to work for a guided walk around Kincorth....then..supposed to be doing essay work tomorrow but...leading into the week before FS...I can't be doing with it.

Not been easy for me this week...finances are plummeting and the flat is not showing. I think I will have to leave Gourdon and share again..at least for a short while....put the flat back on the rental market...change the mortgage...double whammy for that..at least 1 months rent lost plus increased mortgage payment...overdraft up to (just about) the max to absorb this.

By sharing again my outgoings will decrease by around £400.00 a month...that just makes so much financial sense I can't ignore it. However, not really good for me. If this is how the situation is for me...and remember....I never overstretched myself with mortgages!!!...how are other people coping?....not good.

Anyhoo..if I am moving away anyway, it is probably a good idea to down size now!!..dad is going to get a call to use the front room.

No more moaning bout property.

Ime off!!

Sunday, 11 May 2008

Sun sun sun

Well,

In a better mood (sort of) than the last entry...thought it was worthwhile putting that down though. Since had a wee chat with the ex and sh isn't feeling too good about herself but from her not from me. It is sad when you love someone and you know being together is very special but certain issues need to be resolved by the other for it to work...we both agree there are issues...not just me badgering her...and God knows I am not easy to live with!!! Hey ho....I worry for her...I really do..but there is nothing I can do about that now.

Anyway..I am working as hard as usual (ha ha, I hear you say) but matters have taken on a different aspect...looking for potential funders for the post. Steve (my other boss) had me invited to an NHS Health Forum where i said a few words (really to get my face known) and the response was very positive...quite flattering....so I have to go back and present a bit more AND got appointments for 2 of the representatives at different organisations..so..it's all good.

Getting closer to our actual Forest Schools at Kincorth and Hazelhead and moving into specific planning...parp!!!...this feels different from the Cults FS...this is "real"...we are doing it..and it is mine!!...Simon seems fairly relaxed about it so maybe I should be as well. Looking forward to it but a bit nervous.

Perth is on the market so we shall see how that goes....looks like I will have to increase my overdraft to cover some rental...insurance, etc..but it will work out as well I hope...everything else has so why should this not. Glasgow is going to be rented I think...a guy put down a deposit and wants to move in for a year...which is great.

I always seem to be working..all the way from Perth..probably before....I am doing so now because I want to get this bloody certificate...hopefully get the balance back afterwards...without drinking too much,....get walking and such like.

Although i feel a bit blue at the break up I do feel, overall, positive...things are looking good...if we get Perth sold at a certain amount everything should be good...it is more than profit...it is about the liability of the property as well...so here is hoping.

Tara

Tuesday, 6 May 2008

Faulty Facility

Hey,

I don't know if I am just too old or curmudgeonly or just don't have the right goods to facilitate a relationship but...I am single again.

Things were said which I regret but I still feel the right thing has been done. Many people would have turfed someone out who they had finished with but I let her stay in the bed while I got the sofa...not trying to be funny...but I think that was pretty good of me...if not....well...hey ho.

My ability to maintain calm and constructive were worn down after 5 hours (till 11.30 pm!!) of eking out answers and contradictions, etc...anyhoo...you don't want to read about that but I guess I am on my own....with only 9 essays to go...2 Forest Schools to prep/deliver and a property to sell..maybe not such a bad thing.

Better get on the road.

SB

Tuesday, 29 April 2008

And the show rolls on

Well,

It's been a while and the show rolls in is usual fashion.

After hearing nothing from the Mortgage provider I chased my IFA..he then called them and got work it has gone through and paperwork will be issued after the renewal date in May..no questions and no hassle...nice. After a full month on the market and an e mail conveying my dismay...word gets back to me that a fella from the local college would like to lease the property for 12 months....hussah!!...sorted....my tenant in Perth has signed and returned his documentation which means he legally has to move out by the end of May...more than that...he has indicated he would like to move out sooner...he will still be liable for the rent but I will take on the Council Tax and leccy...a cost I am prepared to pay as this means the flat can be viewed without referring to him and kept in a good state inbetween...it may even be that I don't need to go to Perth as it could all be a done deal before I can get there...sorted. So...we shall see hat price is obtained but nee to bear in mind I have a car to buy and an overdraft...very small amount really...to pay off and some money required as a buffer for the remaining 3...oh...and an insurance policy due in June as well...which will probably be around £600.00..we shall see...but it is certainly a change for the better from the previous entries when everything was a bit unsure and potentially disastrous.

Work is moving on as usual...hitting all the marks and taking thing forward. The Community Service Order team are doing a great job...I had them at the Cove primary school to cut back a hedge which was blocking the security camera...my Lord!!!....they ripped into it and did the whole edge...along with Chris who worked away on his todd and did a proper amount of work...whilst I dodged in and out of the school to meet and greet the teachers and see where we could do some mutual work...so...more classes lined up i the garden...tomorrow sees my boss interviewed by Radio Scotland for funding for the project...if we are successful there is every chance I am going to end up on the TV....oh dear!!!!..that would be a shock but...then again...extremely good news for the school as there is a possibility the garden will be taken away from the.m...this will force the hand of the Council...so..it's all good.

I have the Middlefield Breakfast Club tomorrow..a meeting after with the Vicar, the gardener and the project leader....this will be interesting..then SHMU with the "Friends of Doonies" Trustee...lets give Doonies the support they need..keep it open!!!!...also my ex wanted to meet me at SHMU for a cuppa...so i said why don't you come on the show and talk about the drumming at Tilly Project..so she is...yay!!!....then onto Hazelhead to meet the Grounds manager, as I am looking to cut back (with volunteers) some trees in an arboretum, with a view to open up the path for my NHS Health Walk packs...hussah!!!..then to Mastrick to see if Dod survived last week at the John Muir Club...then to Lochinch to check e mails and then home cos I will be knackered!!!!...another day of chaos for me...but it's what it is about...it is great.

Tilly Lads club still want me to help with their garden so I need to get my art head on and draw it for them...meeting a volunteer on the day to take the work forward....should be good.

Just sprayed (with Rob) the Youth Achievement Award garden so we wait for 2 weeks and then come in with a volunteer team and clear it away. So...a number of wildlife gardens on the go...for someone with no real wildlife garden experience....it's a leasning curve.

As for my love life..well..there have been the usual crisis points but things have come to a head i a positive way...so we shall see what happens.

The double glazing is in and looking good...the door is still to come as my landlady ordered the wrong type...not in keeping with the rest of the houses...but it is nice and warm and I love it...makes it worth the money...do I still want to risk it for the winter?...we shall see. Gourdon really does show its beauty in the sun...pity there is not more of it!!!! The May weekend brings with it a festival in the farm between Gourdon and Bervie...I think it is going to be drunken chaos with folks drinking before they go to it and when they come back...having consumed an exorbitant amount while they were there!!!..this is where the quines meet the loons and love blooms....aaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwww.

Anyhoo...later.

SB