Wednesday, 22 June 2011

Type slowly...

it would seem is the best way here...piffle...still have not shaken off the sniffles...went to bed at ten last night and woke at 6...then another full on day..as always...so chilling tonight...Australian rawk...Wolfmother...on dad's stereo...and some discounted Newcastle Brown Ale...hopefully these sniffles will clear as I have 2 days on the CSO...then an interesting day planned on Saturday..and then moving dad's stuff from storage to here...and then the show,....and then the event on Monday...my event...parp!!!...no rest..although some of it will be nice for me...looking ahead..July and August will be spent consulting and report writing...so no chance for time off until September...what a thought...cos by September I will be stressing about funding...poops....talk of Tullos and rangering there...but I don't know...just got to keep ducking and diving...which I am bloody good at I think...but it would be nice for some stability.

Mixed feelings about being ready to move stuff out....good to get it out and closer...less expense...£200 less outgoing a month...plus my deposit back..which is good...but...how can I put this....the stuff being in storage is the last link to dad's life...as it came about from his death..I was there when he lived...was there when he died...and made sure this all came up from home....now it will be totally separate from that....a different stage...it will be mine to deal with..for me...not him...get it?...bit strange. Aware of it and ready to deal with it. All the pics and stuff are here...in my room!!!...so if I move at some point all the stuff in the garage will have to go and what about the stuff in the room...storage will have to be sorted again...locker size is what we are aiming for I suspect.

It does not stop raining here...bloody summer and peeing it down for the last 2 days.

Polytunnel life tomorrow...with the boys..hurrah..not.

Tara

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