Long Week

Blimey...a long week almost over...came in this morning at 6am (!!!!!) to pre record for next week as I will be away at Fife for the first anniversary. Thought I would see how it would be that early...went fine...possibility to pre record and then have the full Sunday to myself. Was wanting to do it that way but not too sure now.

New regime. Since they took away my unmarked vehicle I am really reluctant to drive down here for the show...especially as the rear window is not blacked out yet!!!...so I walked down for the first time. All very exciting!!...I liked it...shall we see what it will be like walking back up the bastard hill and at 10.30 pm!! The health aspect may be compromised by the fact there is a Chinese, Indian and Pizza takeaway just up the road AND there is a fine boozer as well!!...need to stay away from them!

My knee is almost sorted so will be able to go back to the pool and start the gym....need to manage workload again...lots to do but so little time to do it in. Do miss it. Definitely the pool and jacuzzi.

Andy..guy I went to high school with and spent many hours boozing at Uni...his dad passed away this time last year...sure he said the 1st anniversary is on Friday...well...guess he is going through the same although dealing with it in his own style.

I am keeping myself ready for an overwhelming wave of emotion but feel pretty stable. Like he is here with me. Sure there will be moments on Sunday but that will be fine. Good to be there.

Tara.