Coming Up

The date comes closer and how do I feel...I think I feel OK...I am not upset...jusr feel quietly contemplative. Finances are always an issue as this is the first month of full direct debits and such like...well...it isn't that bad but I always try to save money....I am fine...just a culture change...but am fully aware it is not like Gourdon..for a number of reasons.,..so can be settled within that.

So this weekend I am working, pre recording and going live...and also need to book car, hotel and sort flowers...so..no saving this month but looking forward to seeing the head stone. Mich is texting regularly and calling...making sure I am ok...but I think it might also be because she is not.

I also need to make a move on the small claims court...2 properties still to pay....a year after the initial letters....I am quietly confident, however, as the other flats have agreed the repair was communal and have stumped up the money so the hassle of reading up and submitting the claim and the fee of £60 (ish) will be worth bringing in a net amount of £470...so definitely need to move that on...for closure and for financial reasons.

My health has improved...not so MEish....which is good...but my knee is still iffy...should be healed by next week..which is good....so I can get back on the David Lloyd trip...woop woop.

This has been an exceptionally hard week at work...2 long days (13 hours each) and working on Saturday with the pre record on Sunday am as well...but after that things will settle down....and be managed more as well...which is a good thing.

I have been thinking about the show on a Sunday...maybe giving it up...but then thinking how I feel after the show....even the next day...buzzing....but going down there in the evening does interrupt the weekend....at a time when I should be chilling...organising...or swimming...I am down there...so will see how going to the studio at 6 am feels and then...if ok...see if I can do it regularly...and have it uploaded....we shall see.

Tara