Another Day

...doing not a lot except sleeping and snoozing. Day time tv is soooooooooooooooo crap....cept homes under the hammer...of course.

Today I walked to the shops down the road and back...just to see how I felt....saw this old bloke....puffing and panting along the flat section of road....as I walked towards him...puffing and panting!!! Jesus.

Bumped into Jimbo...from the local community project...asked me if I wanted to go for some wine...said I was unwell...ok says he...bit more chat...then...see you in an hour at the bar...fecks sake Jimbo...can't you see ime ill!!...bless...he is a good lad....and then someone tried to thieve some wine...crikey...ah well...at least they served me before I collapsed.

Well...updates last night put my mind at rest...and today has been restful...now I have stuff to do tomorrow at the office....early to late....hope I can make it...needs to be done.

My volunteer...well...Simon's now I think....is out celebrating the passing of her Forest School exams...I was asked...but I can't....the shadow is back in my bones but it is going...feedback from SHMU...chat on Wednesday..but I can't see it going any other way than letting it go...I mean that in a positive way...I just feel it is time...so we shall see.

Tara